mood arini..
makan tak lalu.. takut ade orang lalu..
diluah mati katak.. ditelan mati kutu..

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rule no 1: the bos is always right
rule no 2: if the bos is wrong, refer rule no 1

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bila busan di opis..
- purak-purak bz bile bos lalu.. bukak windows sebanyak mungkin.. yg penting illustrator ngan adstudio wajib bukak
- susun file-file dalam pc sekemas mungkin.. mcm susun barang dalam almari
- tuka phonewallpaper.. selame ni tuka setaun sekali je
- kuar masuk dapo.. bukak petiais pantry walaupun dalam tu penuh dengan makanan orang lain
- kuar masuk tandas.. basuh tangan
- bukak maybank2u 2-3 kali walaupun tau gaji lame lagi nak masuk.. manelah tau ade yang baik hati derma
- sms kawan lame berzaman tak contact.. rupenyer die dah tak simpan no kite.. huhu sedey
- delete sms dalam inbox.. tunggu dah bling bling signal inbox penuh baru nak delete?
- susun barang dalam almari opis.. walaupun dalam laci ada sebatang pen, kertas selai due, plastik, tupperware beskut kosong dan beberapa urat gelang getah

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when u make a mistake, there are only three things you should ever do about it:
1. admit it
2. learn from it, and
3. don't repeat it

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Ada Band - Karena Wanita (Ingin Dimengerti)

Lekuk indah hadirkan pesona
Kemuliaan bagi yang memandang
Setiamu simbol keanggunan khas perawan
yang... kau miliki

Akulah pengagum ragamu
Tak ingin kumenyakitimu
Lindungi dari sengat dunia yang mengancam... nodai... sucinya lahirmu

Chorus:
Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Lewat tutur lembut dan laku agung
Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Manjakan dia... dengan kasih sayang

Ingin kuajak engkau menari
Bermandi hangat cahaya bulan
Sebagai tanda kebahagiaan
Bagi semesta cinta kita

Chorus

Bintang terang itulah dirimu
Janganlah redup dan mati
Aku dibelakangmu memeluk dan menjagamu

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"Ya Allah, tambahkanlah bagiku rezeki yang banyak lagi halal, imam yang benar, ilmu yang bermanfaat, kesihatan yang elok, kecerdikan yang tinggi, hati yang bersih dan kejayaan yang besar."

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a friend: awk, sy rindu kat awek lama sy la
me: call la die
a friend: x mau la
a friend: die dah reject sy
a friend: nak buat ape sy cal die balik
a friend: tp seriusly
a friend: rindunyer kat die
a friend: sy lepaskan rindu kat awk bleh tak?

sian..

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1. Are you wearing a necklace?
with my name on it, wearing it for almost 25 years

2. Do you like someone right now?
i like u! (wink wink)

4. Is your room clean?
everything is in the right place

5. what colour is your shirt?
most of them are black

6. How many rooms (besides the hall and the kitchen and the bathrooms) do you have in your house?
3.. storeroom include?

7. What song are you listening to?
anything playing in my winamp.. now playing peter pan - ada apa denganmu

8. When and which was the last mall you went to?
sunway piramid.. tgk wayang with awek

9. Are you alone?
most of the time i prefer being alone

10. Do you have any older siblings?
1 sister, 1 brother

11. What is the last thing you ate?
siput sedut masak lomak, ayam goreng, sayur kobis.. homemade cook

12. Who was the last person to come over to your house?
enchek teteh came sleepover last week

13. Who was the last person to call you?
mak, kakak, adik

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
awek.. nite

16. What should you be doing?
mandikan anak ikan

17. Who is the last person you sent a message to online?
some friends

18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
yup.. dinner with awek

19. What are you thinking right now?
continue study pasal dah busan, tp kene kompol duit dulu pasal takde sape mau taja dah.. huhu

20. What color are your pants?
most of them are blue

21. What color is your keyboard?
original colour is white, but now there are yellow spots everywhere, too poor to buy the new one.. haha

22.What do you feel like eating /drinking?
something with chocolate in it

23. Are you in school?
was.. 7 years ago

24. What is the last text you sent? What did it say?
kiteorang dah on the way balek ni

25. Are you bored?
sometimes most of the time

26. How many teeth do you have?
cukup dah 32 ketul gigi.. tak caye cube kire

28. Do you wear glasses?
yes, thin soft glasses without frame

29. What color are your shoes?
urmm.. coklat ade, canvas hitam putih ade, kasut sukan kaler biru

35. What are you doing right now?
jawab soalan ni la

36. Do you like Llamas?
annoying macam dalam citer empror's new groves i don't likey

37. Do you know how to spell bananas?
(bukak kamus dwibahasa jap)

38. What were the last words you said?
can't remember.. i have STML

39. Do you have clothes on?
of course

40. Do you have boxers on?
suar kotak-kotak? takde lak

41. Are you wearing a Thong?
thong tu ape? (buat-buat tatau)

42. Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?
nope

43. Where is your cell phone?
in my room, on the table, next to keyboard

44. Do you have any friends named Skyler?
nope

46. Do you have any friends named Axel?
nope

47. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope in familiar places

48. Did you used to watch POKEMON?
tak minat

49. Does your computer have a mouse?
mestila.. bley ka tuka dengan hemster?

50. whats your ring tone?
default: harry potter, for the last 3 years ayah: happy tree friends, hiks

tagged: who ever read this! including you

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keje - kejap bizi kejap mati kutu diopis
ekonomi - alhamdulillah rezeki cukup
jiwa - tenteram
akal - waras
hati - hanya Tuhan yang tahu
fizikal - cukup rehat
sosial - agak boring

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ABC GAME (pernah buat ni tapi since ditagged oleh teteh.. nak wat balek lah.. keje dah siap.. tapi aku tak reti nak explain pepanjang.. i rather keep it simple, tak straight sangat yet mencabar.. eh mencabar ke?)

A - Age:
suku abad.. dan sedang melalui quarter life crisis!

B - Band listening to right now:
takde yang spesifik.. mostly indonesian band.. Gigi, Romeo, Jikustik, Ungu, J-Rock.. pape pun i am a global listener..

C - Career:
graphic designer for donno how many years more?

D - Drink or smoke:
saye budak baek..

E - Easiest person/s to talk to:
aweks..

F - Favorite song/s at the moment:
la la la la.. elmo song..

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms:
err..

J - Junk foods you like:
kopok perise keju..

L - Longest car ride ever:
er.. time sesat.. yg dekat jadi jauh.. yang jauh makin jauh..

M - My favorite Sport/s:
badminton.. sejak bile tah..

N - Number of relationships you've had:
too many..

O - One wish you have:
happy! tapi tak nak happy sangat.. kang lupe diri.. ala-ala neutral gitu..

P - Phobias:
deep water, crawling creatures, blood, accidents

Q - Favorite Quote:
keep it simple and nice.. yet interesting

R - Reason to smile:
senaman muka..

S - Song:
whatever songs playing in my winamp

T - Time you woke up:
bila alarm berbunyik!

U - Unknown fact about you:
unknown..

V - Vegetable/fruit you hate:
tauge

W - Worst habit:
makan meggi?!

X - X-rays you've had:
mase masuk uni..

Y - Yummy food/s:
yang di makan time lapar.. cube korang makan makanan paling enak time kenyang

Z - Zodiac sign:
cancer

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demi permintaan ibu..
maka saye telah meng'extend' cuti untuk beberapa hari lagi..

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kalau kite percaya terhadap sesuatu..
maka yakinlah akannya..
kalau kita yakin..
percayalah kita akan mendapatkannya..

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semalam die call lagi..
bukan sekali pernah die melontarkan permintaan itu..
dah banyak kali..
aku sambut dengan gelak dan alasan yang aku rasakan agak logik..
cuba menjaga hatinya..
dalam masa yang sama menjaga hatiku juge..

aku tau akan datang..
bile die call lagi..
tak mustahil soalan yang sama akan ditanya..
sampai aku ketandusan idea.. nak jawab ape..

mana mungkin aku mengorbankan kehidupan yang telah aku bina..
berdasarkan usaha dan keselesaan sendiri?
lupa daratan? bukan..
aku mencari pengalaman..
tak sedar diri? bukan..
inilah cara yang aku nak..
mementingkan diri sendiri? bukan..
inilah bahagia yang aku cari..

mungkin aku perlu diberi masa lagi..
mencari apa yang ingin aku cari lagi..
sampai masa.. jika ditakdirkan aku kembali ke sana..
maka kembalilah aku if i am not belong here..
maka fahamilah aku..
terimalah caraku..
berdoalah untuk aku..
restuilah aku..
wahai ibu..

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"semulia-mulia manusia ialah siapa yang mempunyai adab, merendahkan diri ketika berkedudukan tinggi, memaafkan ketika berdaya membalas dan bersikap adil ketika kuat"

-Khalifah Abdul Malik bin Marwan-

alhamdulillah.. rupenyer 2-3 ari tangan gatal-gatal ade makna.. rezeki melimpah.. opis banje kfc lunch.. dapat angpow lagi.. dan lost dah bersiaran kembali.. kembali bz mendonlod citer-citer untuk mengisi masa lapang.. a fren foward this to me..

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not 'going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish."

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sarapan nasik lemak lalu ngantuk.. untuk lebey dramatik dan kasi ngantuk lagi aku makan cekelat cloud nine manager kasik sempena valentine day katenyer.. campo kesan khas dimana hanya pembetulan ads dibuat pagi ini..

Mental: .......|..  (masih waras)
Fizikal: .....|....  (ngantuk dan pening, tak cukup tido malam)
Ekonomi: ...|...... (tgh bulan lagi)
Peribadi: ........|.. (masalah orang lain banyakla)
Pejabat: .......|..  (dah surut)
Sosial: ........|. (ramai orang nak berkenalan nih)

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"innocence has a power evil cannot imagine"

"Pan's Labyrinth" is the story of a young girl who travels with her pregnant mother to live with her mother's new husband in a rural area up North in Spain, 1944, after Franco's victory. The girl lives in an imaginary world of her own creation and faces the real world with much chagrin. Fascist repression towards the end of World War II (1944) is at its height in rural Spain and the girl must come to terms with that through a fable of her own.

Trimas kepada Reza kerana rekemen ini movie kat aku. Filem berunsurkan keganasan, fantasy dan dan drama. Strong storytelling and brilliant ending. Seimbang realiti dan fantasi. Matured fairy tales for adults. IMDB user rating is 8.5/10. I give 9.5/10. Awards: Nominated for 6 Oscars. Another 25 wins & 45 nominations.

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i tagged myself..

One word.  No explanation.
1. Yourself: unpredictable
2. Your partner: available
3. Your hair: black
4. Your mother: lovable
5. Your father: flexible
6. Your favorite item: nemo
7. Your dream last night: trip
8. Your favorite drink: water
9. Your dream car: perdana
10. The room you are in: hot
11. Your ex: absent
12. Your fear: losing
13. What you want to be in 10 years: married
14. Who you hung out with last night: aweks
15. What you're not: slim
16. Muffins: yummy
17: One of your wish list items: master
18: Time: continue
19. The last thing you did: clicking
20. What you are wearing: batman suit
21. Your favorite weather: raining
22. Your favorite book: thin
23. The last thing you ate: kuehtiow
24. Your life: bored
25. Your mood: so-so
26. Your best friend: aweks
27. What you're thinking about right now: none
28. Your car: parked
29. What you are doing at the moment: sleeping!
30. Your summer: hot
31. Your relationship status: single
32. What is on your TV: blank
33. What is the weather like: hot!
34. When was the last time you laughed: a few hours ago

i was sleeping and woke up sweating and thirsty at 12.15 a.m, had an appointment with God and stay awake until now, musim panas dah terasa, mungkin ekon di opis hari-hari bukan jadi bebelan lagi, silap aribulan kene duduk dalam peti ais..

the book carnival at pwtc was not as i expected.. gi ngan 2 orang aweks dan sorang pakwe.. most of them were educational and kids books but........ i bought myself a novel 'cinta sang ratu' and comic book 'kartini kembali'.. eton borong buku resipi dan anum beli organizer.. pusing-pusing 3-4 kali pastu kiteorang gi criminal war exhibition.. enter with your own risk katenyer.. whoaaaa.. menyesal masuk.. terganggu emosi dan aku mual.. anum jengah kejap lalu patah balek.. eton dan yus tabah habiskan sampai lorong last.. aku halfway lorong... bergegas cari jalan kuar.. then we all makan kat mekdi the mall.. sales marate.. sampai ke sogo.. sales lagi.. tengok-tengok ala kadar pastu masing-masing berpecah ikut haluan balek sendiri..

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Babyface & Stevie Wonder - How Come, How Long

There was a girl I used to know
She was oh so beautiful
But she's not here anymore
She had a college degree
Smart as anyone could be
Had so much to live for

But she fell in love
With the wrong kind of man
He abused her love, and treated her so bad
There was not enough education in her world
That could save the life of this little girl

How come, how long
It's not right
It's so wrong
Do we let it just go on?
Turn our backs and carry on?
Wake up, 'fore it's too late
Right now, we can't wait
She won't have a second try
Open up your hearts, as well as your eyes

She tried to give a cry for help
She even blamed things on herself
But no one came to her aid
"Nothing was wrong, far as we could tell"
That's what we'd like to tell ourselves
But no, it wasn't that way

So she fell in love
With the wrong kind of man
And she paid with her life, for loving that man
So we cannot ignore
We must look for the signs
And maybe next time, we might save somebody's life

Oh! ?My own vacation from this life?
It's been a feeling deep inside
Somethin' about it wasn't right

Ohhhh
The way he proves himself a man
By beatin' his woman with his hand
I wish that she'd see the light

Hey! How can someone like this, call themself a man?
(He's not a man) 'Cause in reality, he's far more less than

And we cannot ignore, whenever we see the signs
'Cause any kind of abuse, God knows, is a crime

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zstt zsttt.. alert!
i accidently knew 'something'
ade org confess something which is i kinda.. errr..
it's ok.. but make sure ure not a sweetalker..

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this morning.. in the office
in a pantry.. on a table having breakfast..
we talk about terms of disease..
there was insomnia, hypothermia..
suddenly a friend came out with the word 'hippopotamus'
intelligently i said 'tu dinosour kan?'
wahahahha... satu table gelak..
oh no i shouldn't have said that..


the real hippopotamus

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ermm.. pk jap..
sesuaikah? bolehkah?
aku membuat keputusan berdasarkan kehendak hati..
kate orang ikut rasa merasa..
ikut hati.. nikmati..
ikut cakap orang.. melopong..
lagipun..
dah tiba masanya..
dah sampai seru dah..
mane boleh tangguh-tangguh lagi dah..
nanti terlewat..
nanti ape kate orang lak..
memang dah boleh dah..
dah tak tahan dah ni..
sat......
pk balek...
ermmm...
aku nak tunggu ape lagi kan?
dah kol 12.00 malam..
dah tibe masenyer nak tido..
selamat malam dunia.. hikss..

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pagi ngantuk..
wat nescafe sendiri.. melanggar pantang..
hasilnya..
hilang ngantuk.. pening yang kudapat..
bibit-bibit busan mulai terasa..
ade keje bebel.. xde keje bebel gak.. (stapler mulut)
ape yang patut aku buat?

1. tukar keje?
2. pindah rumah lain?
3. balek kampung?
4. sambung belaja?
5. pegi bercuti?
6. bertapa digunung kinabalu?
7. amek anak angkat lagi.. kucing?
8. tido?
9. bukak bisnes?

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1.30 noon.. half day..
went out to putrajaya..
settle beberape perkara..

5.00 pm..
tuka baju..
kuar makan ngan awek no 2..

9.00 pm..
tuka baju lagi..
kuar lagi..
gi main badminton dengan awek-aweks..

10.00 mlm..
lek lek.. mandi..
zZzzzZ....

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lately menyedari sikit demi sikit kegembiraan ditarik.. bile dah banyak baru terasa? kenapakah? yap.. i am not happy.. why? donno.. that's the problemo.. from now own i wanna be the happiest living thing on earth.. can i?

woke up in the morning.. senyum..
ubat gigi abis.. senyum..
masuk opis lambat.. senyum..
banyak keje diopis.. senyum..
kene marah bos.. senyum..
kete depan masuk simpang tak kasi singnal.. senyum..
gaji lambat masuk.. senyum..
adik call mintak tolong isi top up.. senyum..
mak call tanyer bile nak balek.. senyum..
balek umah sampah penuh tak buang lagi.. senyum..
orang tegur.. 'eh u makin berisi la'.. senyum..
ade orang mengumpat.. senyum..
kredit abis.. senyum..
mesin atm out of service.. senyum..
ngantuk.. pun senyum..
penat.. senyum lagi..
sedey.. senyum..
nangis.. senyum je..
bosan.. menten senyum..
happy? mestila senyum kannn...

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tv. vaccum cleaner. malas. ikan. tido. jemur. jerebu. perut. anugerah
(sila bina ayat dengan perkataan diatas)

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Dalam lelapku ku ini ..
Terbayang wajah seakan puteri ..
Dalam lena ku ini ..
Munculnya dia bagai bidadari ...

Dalam renung ku ini sepenuhnya kuingin mendekati ..
Dalam hatiku ini sepenuhnya kuingin memiliki ..
Dan hilang .. cuba bangun dari lelapku ..
Dan hilang .. ku cuba bukakan mataku ..
Dan hilang .. segala rupa yang telah ku bayang ..
Dan hilang .. segala rasa yang telah ku rasa ..
Dan hilang .. segala semua harapanku ..
Dan hilang .. cerita indah dalam tidur ku ..

Dalam renung ku ini sepenuhnya kuingin mendekati ..
Dalam hatiku ini sepenuhnya kuingin memiliki ..
Dan hilang .. cuba bangun dari lelapku ..
Dan hilang .. ku cuba bukakan mataku ..
Dan hilang .. segala rupa yang telah ku bayang ..
Dan hilang .. segala rasa yang telah ku rasa ..

Nyatalah dia hanya dalam mimpiku ..
Dari saat ku memilik cinta hati ..
Nyatalah dia hanya kekasih peluk ku ..
Sampai disini kisah aku dengan nya ..

Dalam lelap ku ini ..
Terbayang wajah seakan puteri ..
Dan hilang .. segala rupa yang telah ku bayang ..
Dan hilang .. segala rasa yang telah ku rasa ..
Dan hilang .. segala semua harapan ku ..
Dan hilang .. cerita indah dalam tidur ku ..
Dan hilang .. segala rupa yang telah ku bayang ..

penyanyi: izwan pilus

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The Law of Ueki tells the story of the Battle of the Supernatural Powers, a tournament to decide who will be the next King of the Celestial World. Each candidate (100 total) is required to choose a junior high school student to act as their fighter. Each student is given a unique power--the power to change one thing into something else. The winning King of the Celestial World Candidate will become the King of the Celestial World and the winning student will receive the Blank Talent (blank zai), a talent that can be anything they choose. While this leads many students to thoughts of greed and selfishness, Kosuke Ueki has decided to take it upon himself to win this tournament to keep that power away from those that would abuse such a gift.

anime: aku sangat sedey sebab aku marathon abis layan anime ni dari epi 1-51.. i want more episodes.. huhu..
misi arini: abiskan 1 liter air masak.. nak elak demam dan sakit kepala
opis: busan member gosip tak dtg arini..
kesihatan: demam dalam tido..

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Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a psychiatric disorder; more specifically, it is an anxiety disorder. OCD is manifested in a variety of forms, but it is most commonly characterized by a subject's obsessive, distressing, intrusive thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or "rituals") which attempt to neutralize the obsessions.

The phrase "obsessive-compulsiv e" has worked its way into the wider English lexicon, and is often used in an offhand manner to describe someone who is meticulous or absorbed in a cause. Such casual references should not be confused with obsessive-compulsive disorder; see clinomorphism. It is also important to distinguish OCD from other types of anxiety, including the routine tension and stress that appear throughout life. A person who shows signs of infatuation or fixation with a subject/object, or displays traits such as perfectionism, does not necessarily have OCD, a specific and well-defined condition.

To be diagnosed with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, one must have either obsessions or compulsions alone, or obsessions and compulsions, according to the DSM-IV-TR diagnostic criteria. The Quick Reference to the diagnostic criteria from DSM-IV-TR (2000) describes these obsessions and compulsions:

Symptoms may include some, all, or perhaps none of the following:
• Repeated hand-washing.
• Specific counting systems — e.g. counting in groups of four, arranging objects in groups of three, grouping objects in odd/even numbered groups, etc.
        • One serious symptom which stems from this is "counting" your steps, e.g. you must take twelve steps to the car in the morning.
• Perfectly aligning objects at complete, absolute right angles, etc. This symptom is shared with OCPD and can be confused with this condition unless it is realized that in OCPD it is not stress-related. (that's me!)
• Having to "cancel out" bad thoughts with good thoughts. Examples of bad thoughts are:
        • Imagining harming a child, and having to imagine a child playing happily to cancel it out.
        • Sexual obsessions, or unwanted sexual thoughts. Two classic examples are fear of being homosexual or fear of being a pedophile. In both cases, sufferers will obsess over whether or not they are genuinely aroused by the thoughts.
• A fear of contamination; some sufferers may fear the presence of human body secretions such as saliva, sweat, tears, or mucus, or excretions such as urine or feces. Some OCD sufferers even fear that the soap they're using is contaminated. [1]
• A need for both sides of the body to feel even. A person with OCD might walk down a sidewalk and step on a crack with the ball of their left foot, then feel the need to step on another crack with the ball of their right foot. Also, if one hand gets wet, the sufferer may feel very uncomfortable if the other is not.

People who suffer from the separate condition obsessive compulsive personality disorder are not aware of anything abnormal about themselves; they will readily explain why their actions are rational, and it is usually impossible to convince them otherwise. People who suffer from OCPD tend to derive pleasure from their obsessions or compulsions, while those with OCD do not feel pleasure but are ridden with anxiety. OCD is ego dystonic, meaning that the disorder is incompatible with the sufferer's self-concept. Because disorders that are ego dystonic go against an individual's perception of his/herself, they tend to cause much distress. OCPD, on the other hand, is ego syntonic — marked by the individual's acceptance that the characteristics displayed as a result of this disorder are compatible with his/her self-image. Ego syntonic disorders understandably cause no distress (K. Carter, PSYC 210 lecture, April 11, 2006). This is a significant difference between these disorders.

Equally frequently, these rationalizations do not apply to the overall behavior, but to each instance individually; for example, a person compulsively checking their front door may argue that the time taken and stress caused by one more check of the front door is considerably less than the time and stress associated with being robbed, and thus the check is the better option. In practice, after that check, the individual is still not sure, and it is still better in terms of time and stress to do one more check, and this reasoning can continue as long as necessary. (that's my mom!)

OCD is different from behaviors such as gambling addiction and overeating. People with these disorders typically experience at least some pleasure from their activity; OCD sufferers do not actively want to perform their compulsive tasks, and experience no pleasure from doing so.

OCD is placed in the anxiety class of mental illness, but like many chronic stress disorders it can lead to clinical depression over time. The constant stress of the condition can cause sufferers to develop a deadening of spirit, a numbing frustration, or sense of hopelessness. OCD's effects on day-to-day life — particularly its substantial consumption of time — can produce difficulties with work, finances and relationships.

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder tends to be slightly more common in females than in males. Violence is rare among OCD sufferers, but the disorder is often debilitating and detrimental to their quality of life. Also, the psychological self-awareness of the irrationality of the disorder can be painful. For people with severe OCD, it may take several hours a day to carry out the compulsive acts. To avoid perceived obsession triggers, they also often avoid certain situations or places altogether.

antara simptom yang aneh aku rasa ada kat diri aku yang boleh diconsider as OCD are:
- rename semua lagu dalam pc ikut format nama artis - lagu
- susun pinggan ikut saiz
- lipat kain lap meja
- kaler dan saiz hanger yang sama sangkut baju dalam almari
- perfectly aligning objects at complete, absolute right angles, etc.

looks normal right? kalau tak buat tak senang hati.. risau berminggu-minggu.. related to emotional.. leads to mental illness? whoaa..

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